ABC cam­era­man killed and reporter injured in Iraq.

I knew Eric Camp­bell. He’s the one who was injured not the one who died. It’s a fluke. Moran walked 50 metres in front of him to get a shot. Eric was 30 when I was 16. i had a crush on him. We flir­ted. At the 1986 Inter­na­tional Theatre Sports Cham­pi­on­ships, we had a brief fling. He was one of my first ever lovers. He intro­duced me to the idea of open rela­tion­ships. I watched him on the Invest­ig­at­ors. I watched him report for the 7.30 Report from Russia. I was too embar­rassed to get in touch with him again, scared maybe it hadn’t really been an open rela­tion­ship and that I would cause prob­lems for him and his part­ner, scared I was irrel­ev­ant in his life, some stupid 16 year old with a crush. He was one of the reas­ons I became a journ­al­ist. I have never lived up to him, to his bravery. And now he has almost died, in a war zone, report­ing a war that should­n’t be happening.

I have been drink­ing for the last 4 hours. I don’t know what to do now that it’s per­sonal. I never loved you, Eric. But you’ve meant more to me than you’ll ever know. You were the first man to ever show me ten­der­ness. You were the first man to show me what it meant to stand up for what you believed in. Your theatre sports team in 1986 was called “four sens­it­ive guys”. I was proud of you then and I’m proud of you now. I read that you have a young new­born baby… I have no idea whether you’re even with the same part­ner. I have no idea how bad your wounds are… shrapnel wounds they say… and you’re well enough to speak to camera… but shaky. I hope you make it back safe. I hope you all make it back safe.