I just inter­viewed Neil Gaiman. It was one of those things where I was offered the inter­view and then went out to pitch it to someone, came back with a com­mis­sion to do an entirely dif­fer­ent story from the one I pitched (a sub-cul­tures story for Mel­bourne Magazine on fandom and the con­ven­tion in gen­eral) and so my inter­view with Neil was some­what schizo­phrenic: on one hand, I was asking him ques­tions for the art­icle and on the other, asking him fan­nish ques­tions of my own with some future art­icle on Mir­rorMask in mind.

And then we ended up talk­ing about poetry because, well, I love his poetry and I think it’s rare that anyone talks with him about it and yes­ter­day at the con I got him to sign the hand-writ­ten copy of my ses­tina about silence with the end words “dark, ragged, never, scream­ing, fire, kiss” that’s men­tioned in Cal­li­ope, one of the Sand­man comics. (I know I’m one of hun­dreds of angsty read­ers who saw that and went and wrote the ses­tina… but mine now has ‘Hurrah!’ writ­ten beneath it and Neil’s sig­na­ture. marius_cale got Neil to sign his PhD thesis about black holes next to the quote about what comes out of the black egg from “Ramadan”, another Sand­man comic.)

It’s bizarre doing an art­icle on fandom as a fan myself. All those ideas of journ­al­istic objectiv­ity go flying out the window and I wonder whether I should still attempt to do a straight piece or whether I should risk a Tom Wolfe approach and do the fan-as-writer piece that exag­ger­ates it all, the breath­less fan anxious to meet Neil, Neil, *the* Neil, Neil of the dark hair and the long black coats, Neil of the blue sunglasses, Neil who is Dream incarn­ate and who Knows All, can dis­course on contes des fées and the gods of the gap, Neil who gave me a won­der­ful quote about want­ing Mir­rorMask to be the film that warps the child­hoods of teen­aged girls so that they approach him in his decrep­itude years from now and con­fide in him that they were never the same, after.