Your hold on the earth
is so much less tenu­ous now

I have sus­tained you with my body
amaz­ing thought
your mouth to my breast
eyes locked with mine
filled with trust
tiny hands tracing
ancient angelic sigils
on my skin

your voice has changed
from the frail bird-like cry
of con­fu­sion and frank fear
to an out­raged surprise
at banged heads, delayed feeds
and the indig­nity of swaddling

I don’t know why you giggle
when I put my face close to yours
close my eyes and say ”boo’
but like Pavlov’s mutt I return
repeatedly for my reward

And when, finally, you drift off
into sleep, your hands continue
to con­duct vast celes­tial orchestras
call­ing new plan­ets into being
with the flick of a wrist