For Tim and Jonathan
it’s these cobblestones I’ve fallen in love with
you’re just a bonus
it’s the sunshine and the moments
when the wind kisses me softly
it’s the gaslamps in the cafes
lit late in september when it should be warm
but instead we’re huddled into each other
it’s listening to the music late into next week
it’s being here smiling despite my sore feet
it’s exhaustion and swinging round streetlights
like a four year old on holidays
it’s coming back here days after sydney jaunts
and being content just to see you again
it’s sitting on cruddy carpets in back rooms
listening to canadian divas with blond dreads
crooning about melbourne trams
and somehow somehow somehow
it’s you and everything and insanity
poetry and ferris wheels and guitars
husky voices on cassettes telling stories at twilight
and you are my muse, both of you all of you,
with your tarot and your beat poets
with your franti and di franco and your tori
with your passion and your rhythm and your wine
let us dance into the horizons
let us meet in the anywheres
let us journey deep into the everywhere
the last homely houses
the last leaves at the tops of the loneliest trees
and I’m listening to the music
and I’m shaking my head at the craziness of it all
dying and breathing and wishing and believing
and the cobblestones
and the sunshine
and the voices twisting round the jangling of the strings
these are the women
these are the singers
these are the moments of surety
I am riding into the wind,
leaning into the corners of my life
looking ahead like I’m supposed to,
I am waving to you as I go,
you mages, you sweethearts, you saviours.