Lisa’s funeral this morn­ing was lovely. I was right: she was about my age – 6 weeks younger, in fact. We still don’t know how she died. My only new inform­a­tion is that she died in her sleep, she looked peace­ful and she seemed to have fallen asleep read­ing a book.

It was strange to see all the old faces from The Age. Many are still in sim­ilar roles, others have moved around or up: e)mag’s old pho­to­grapher, Robert Banks is now Photo Editor, Fea­tures, one of the design­ers has moved across to Fair­fax Books. My mentor Gaye Murray was there, of course, which I only real­ised was likely when we got there. We sat with her. e)mag’s designer, Anita Belia, was there, but barely spoke two words to me. Angus Hol­land, who is editor of The (Mel­bourne) Magazine, and there­fore Lisa’s most recent boss, spoke beau­ti­fully on behalf of all the col­leagues, telling some great stor­ies about bizarre shoots Lisa had organ­ised in the past. Angus used to sit at the desk next to mine and it was good to see him, how­ever awful the circumstances.

I got bad news: our old pro­duc­tion man­ager, Steve Berry, is appar­ently very ill with cancer. And I gave out my good news, which I think people were grate­ful for, new life, life moving for­ward. I intro­duced every­one to Doug, and even though he does­n’t want to be a press pho­to­grapher, and it’s bad taste to net­work at funer­als, I think that magazine pho­to­graphy is dif­fer­ent – he likes com­mer­cial pho­to­graphy after all, and they use enough of it! – so hope­fully if he now goes up to Rob Banks at some point or asks 

to intro­duce him to someone, he can say he met them at Lisa’s funeral and set up a time to show his portfolio.

I still find the whole situ­ation bizarre. I under­stand that aneurysms and strokes and heart fail­ure can strike at any time and that this kind of occur­rence is only going to become more common as we get older. Richard Rannard had a stroke at 33, I think it was, and was lucky to sur­vive and of course, we lost 

from one last year. I don’t believe in an inter­ven­tion­ist God, to quote Nick Cave, but you can’t help but think there but for the grace…