So, I man­aged to get through four months in Europe without ser­i­ously losing my temper. And then, only four days after my return, I have dinner at my par­ents’ house with more cous­ins from Russia, except this time ones who have moved to Israel.

This racist pig had just spent a bunch of time up in Kakadu and was making com­ments about Abori­ginal people being dole bludgers. I had shown him health and hous­ing stat­ist­ics from the ABS site. He then said some­thing about unem­ploy­ment in Israel and how there were 200,000 unem­ployed and about 200,000 ‘for­eign­ers’ like Thai people taking those jobs.

But,” I spluttered, “You’re a for­eigner, too, right? You were born in Russia?”

Ah yes,” he says, smugly, “but I’m an Israeli citizen.”

So? They can become cit­izens too, and then they’re no dif­fer­ent from you.”

Oh, no. They are dif­fer­ent from me. They can’t become cit­izens. They’re not Jewish.”

*blink*

*pause*

*blink*

That’s really racist…” *swal­low* *remem­ber where you are* *remem­ber where you are*
“I can’t have this con­ver­sa­tion. I’m sorry.”

I walked out. He *fol­lowed* me. He accused me of just being too *scared* to have this con­ver­sa­tion. Sure I was scared: scared of yelling at a guest of my par­ents at the top of my lungs.

I must be very naïve, but I hon­estly didn’t real­ise you had to be Jewish to be a cit­izen of Israel. That makes it even *worse*. And I was soooo good. I didn’t even tell him I was pro-Palestinian. 

And then, as a part­ing shot, the arse­hole actu­ally had the gall to tell me that people who wer­en’t social­ist at 20 had no heart but people who were still social­ist at 40 had no brain. When, with grit­ted teeth, I informed him I was 32, he said, incred­u­lously, “32? Three two?”. When I repeated myself, he said “You’ve still got time.”

Must. Not. Resort. To. Phys­ical. Violence.