Laurent is stand­ing shirt­less, veins on his neck raised, muscles taut in his throat, sweat pour­ing off him, the red five poin­ted star tat­tooed on his right breast filmed with a light sheen. His entire body is motion. He is coiled. He jumps and his legs scis­sor the air like so many other guitar gods on so many other stages at gigs through­out time. His eyes are so active it’s incred­ible. He punc­tu­ates songs with char­ac­ters, typing out the last lines and send­ing the car­riage back with a flour­ish, sweep­ing the last chord away in another. He is the last great clown. He is Arlec­chino reborn in cut-offs and sneakers.

By con­trast, Benoà®t leans into his instru­ments, com­mun­ing with his sax­o­phone or his bass, eyes closed, intent on the har­mon­ies, on the pas­sion, sum­mon­ing from within him the next blow, the next keened note that will break your heart.

Zebu­lon turns 24 today. The baby of the band, he is the young earn­est anarch­ist, and he wears the clas­sic uni­form of the intel­lec­tual: little horn-rimmed glasses, a peaked cap, violin tucked under his chin. Tonight, he smiles. He and Laurent, as usual, banter without words, entirely in the battle between pick and bow.

The music swells at times in such per­fect har­mony and coun­ter­point that you get lost in the threads of it. It’s as if you could follow one path and end up tangled in the fair­ies’ circus, look­ing out at the world from the other side and noth­ing will ever be the same again.

I want this to last forever. I hang around at the end, talk­ing, thank­ing effus­ively. I want them to stay. I want to go with them. I want them to fall in love with me so I can run away to the life on the road that is their circus. It can never be.