Lonely

i want to write about us, about intimacy about intensity and misunderstanding i want to sob uncontrollably in your safety but you are not there i rub at my elbows loose skin and wistfulness wonder about the future dwell on the soft comma...

Mushroom dreams

Aged fif­teen I dream of mush­room clouds and blind­ing light tra­cing bone skeletons in ash on footpaths. Every night I burn like a shak­ing monk like a 9‑year-old napalm-backed like a woman like a wife. Every night my...

Plath at 3am

I am mired in tendrils of regret Borne of moments and cold midnights Drunken decisions and bad sex. I read ‘daddy’ in the bath In the silent pre-dawn Curls of steam vying With death and depression. Sylvia, your edges are Trans­lu­cent as...

Toledo

i want toledo to be my mis­sis­sippi river i will come back to her over and over call her beloved whis­per her name in the night wrap myself in her darknesses caress her there in the even­ings under the moon wade in her...

Not so easy bee

for Emilie Zoey Baker (EZB), after hear­ing her per­form Sweet Cowboy with Sean M Whelan she’s honey warm, liquid, mellifluous i want to drown in her golden intensity if i could get my tongue unstuck i’d tell her she’s poured into...

Untitled (for Jonathan)

do i know you from somewhere? your hand in mine sudden like a memory your bright eyes, clear as crisp days I am caught in a loop of three moments in your office on my couch and long ago in a forest “it still feels odd to shake...