And then he is gone

for my grand­father, Sydney Levine, on the night of his death In the end, his bird-like hands Clutched to his chest, skin like vellum. It is on that parch­ment we write our stories, On this man we weave our tales. He is our silent audi­ence, breath shallow,...

And then he is gone

for my grand­father, Sydney Levine, on the night of his death In the end, his bird-like hands Clutched to his chest, skin like vellum. It is on that parch­ment we write our stories, On this man we weave our tales. He is our silent audi­ence, breath shallow,...

When does it end?

I’m just exhausted. New job, idiot who backed over my bike and deal­ing with the insur­ance, flooded house, teach­ing, the ten­sion of this wait­ing for Grandpa to go (14 days no food now), the paper I’m sup­posed to be pre­par­ing for the con­fer­ence in...

Final fricking straw

Back in Mel­bourne, I am drained but con­tent. Today, I was short-tempered. I feel frayed at the edges. Three classes later, and I drag myself home. I am toying with the idea of order­ing in. I am look­ing for­ward to my own space:...

Time out/Goodbye Grandpa part two

Thus starts what is almost an entirely dif­fer­ent week­end, in an entirely par­al­lel uni­verse: Brandon and I drive up to the moun­tains, talk­ing all the way. In the morn­ing, we sleep in, wander around Katoomba, head for Black­heath and hike down to Vic­toria...

Goodbye Grandpa, part one

Midday thursday (dead­line day) I get a call from my aunt: Grandpa has taken a sudden turn for the worse. The after­noon is a blur of flight changes and trying to con­cen­trate on the issue at hand. My aunt sug­gests I call the ward and she’ll...