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extract from Words Grow Quietly

II Words have a habit of grow­ing quietly, and in the most unex­pec­ted places, into poems. Syl­lables silently link hands, phrases cling like lovers, feel­ing right, and des­pite all well-inten­tioned reas­on­ing, refuse to part. 22/7//88 – real­ity is for people who can’t…

Midnight; black-tie;b.y.o.

In theory, I can only write like me, but real­ity is less defined. I do my best not to steal from others, but some influ­ence is obvi­ously inev­it­able. If it could be wished into being, like a genie, I’d have a style that would shout my name. As it is, the lines are…

reality is for people who can’t handle drugs

reality is for people who can’t handle drugs

easy now time is a fra­gile word betrays its obscur­ity like a whis­per past and future blend into a dream that might come true. life’s a series of phys­ic­al­it­ies but how to report myself on the miss­ing per­sons list remains a prob­lem. it used to be I could look into a…

To Yevgeny Yevtushenko

I Allow me to dis­agree. The first presen­ti­ment is not shame – noth­ing com­mit­ted, noth­ing to be guilty for. The first presen­ti­ment is an unac­count­able loss, a feel­ing that there is some­thing that was sup­posed to be done some­where, a for­got­ten task that we may or may…

Trip to the Mountains

From the train, the only dis­tin­guish­able life is mani­fes­ted through the unend­ing clotheslines, and the cars left lying care­lessly and haphaz­ardly around the deep scars human­ity calls roads. Through their clean wash­ing, I pry into their back­yards, and on into their…

Self-definition

I am weird des­pite a lack of defin­i­tion for nor­mal­ity. My mother says I am organ­ising a revolu­tion. My friends say: enough of the exist­en­tial­ist crap. I take pleas­ure in the fact that the integ­ral of d(cabin) over cabin is a house­boat and that there exist in this…

Framed in Grey

I am sure they missed my word of thanks, Or mis­in­ter­preted it, which comes, at the end, To the same thing. Both their faces were Pic­tures framed in grey, and every memory Had etched itself a line on the leather-smooth Canvas. One looked out the window the whole Way…

The Excavation (an ode to writer’s block)

Out of the dark­ness, a tunnel has been chis­elled. Painstak­ing and heart-rend­ing, over the years, from the inside out. Slowly gently, the water begins to trickle from the dam Aiding in its turn the excav­a­tion; car­ry­ing twigs and mud and gen­eral debris into the light,…

Links

for Seamus Heaney As in war, we are com­rades and enemies all at once. We inter­cept another’s plea for help, and under­stand instinct­ively the pain and the struggle to escape. Some­times, seeing between the coded lines we com­pre­hend a deeper mean­ing within the general…

On Being Under the Age of 20

My mor­tal­ity con­tin­ues to affront me mer­ci­lessly – Writ­ing a letter, I ima­gine it old and yellow in a dis­tant des­cend­ant’s hands, exclaim­ing wonder at dis­cov­er­ing such an ancient doc­u­ment. Walk­ing under a con­crete tunnel, I envis­aged The crash­ing col­lapse, and the…

If you don’t get what you want, you’re a statue” – is what cap­it­al­ism wants you to believe, but if you do get what you want in a cap­it­al­ist world, since you can only get what you are offered, then you are def­in­itely a statue, adorned with all the com­mod­it­ies you…

Lamb’s blood

for Mat­thew I didn’t know that life could cut like this, Razor-sharp and unreas­on­able: A shot going off in a young mind, No-one there to com­fort the tor­men­ted. I didn’t real­ise I could bleed through tears, Pain­ful and sear­ing, Burn­ing into veins of water The fire…

Let the knife be swift

The best of crimes is the one that is quick and silent It creeps up from behind Stalk­ing you on velvet paws And before you know what’s hit you You’re down there, there was no shot, And there’ll be no writh­ing about. Not even a sound and it’s all over. Even better if…

Excuse me while I change left feet

Coming to the con­clu­sion that today Should be struck from the record Was by far the easi­est decision In a long day of drag­ging feet. Know­ing that this was nature’s revenge For my month of elev­ated spir­its, I still waltzed into every down­fall, Every door­jamb, every…

A response (for Tony Connors)

Excerpt from “A Rather Public State­ment” by Tony Con­nors Finally, let me assure those Who ima­gine me lend­ing a will­ing ear, That my lop­sided appear­ance Is con­gen­ital, And should not be inter­preted As a lean­ing Towards any­thing Other than the ground. I don’t walk, I…

Cross-country

When thrown into an unknown land like the rest of one’s life, there are those that make plans, map their lives accord­ing to the obstacles to be over­come (hus­band, chil­dren, house) and those that stumble through and around, exclaim­ing in joy at the unex­pec­ted lake or…

Candycolours

He walks out, silently into a world where no-one shows out­rage – it is not done, though each sup­presses the inner scream. The years go by. Scalpel, scis­sors, dis­sec­tion, cloth please nurse… good, that’s all his love safely bottled in a brine solu­tion; they are his…

Phoenix Emberstone

Phoenix Emberstone

pas­sion­ate polit­ical poet

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